HaikuMagician

Words come to me in moments of serenity. I wish I could remember them, but they are fleeting. And I lament for my lost thoughts that could have meant something.

On the days that I visit those places where my dreary memories formed. I lament that the sunlight is gold, and the birds still sing.

I have neither hearth nor home. Time nor gold. This world has taken much from me. But what I do have. Is you.

Some might say. That in that moment we were infinite. But I do not believe so. In that moment, there was only me. And there was only you. And thats all I needed.

I fear the hands that ink these words shall end my life. But will all my heart I hope to continue to see you. So with these words I shall try and redeem. These hands of their predetermined deed.

Your smile is a work of art. Got your name tattooed across my heart.

Fluttering, floating softly in the air. Taken to and fro by the breeze. Locations seen that could no be believed. Till the wind grabs and shreds.

For you, my everything. I would.

The monsters in my head are throwing a party. And I'm not invited. They've got me trapped. in my skin And I'm not sure if I'll ever be me again. I'll pound on the walls of this cage. I'll not stop till you know my despair. I'll make these words till my heart breaks. I'll shape these thoughts till I feel safe That you know how much I care. The space between us is cavernous. But I wouldn't have anything less. Yes I have this cellular phone. But I've never felt so alone. You're nothing but an instant away. But I know your so far from me.

Now it may seem that sadness is all I am. But I can promise it is only the penultimate. There is only love in my mind if you went to open it. It is not all I am, but agony as always is enough to condemn, A person, a being trapped by their own fragile little mind. To be crushed and pushed down by the world around you. And you grew up thinking "That they wouldn't do this. It can't be true" Through my pain I will still do I can to be kind.