Left.I have neither hearth nor home.Time nor gold.This world has taken much from me.But what I do have.Is you.
The moment.Some might say.That in that moment we were infinite.But I do not believe so.In that moment, there was only me.And there was only you.And thats all I needed.
UntitledI fear the hands that ink these words shall end my life.But will all my heart I hope to continue to see you.So with these words I shall try and redeem.These hands of their predetermined deed.
tattooedYour smile is a work of art.Got your name tattooed across my heart.
LoveFluttering, floating softly in the air.Taken to and fro by the breeze.Locations seen that could no be believed.Till the wind grabs and shreds.
Six word poemFor you, my everything. I would.
Scraps CombinedThe monsters in my head are throwing a party.And I'm not invited.They've got me trapped. in my skinAnd I'm not sure if I'll ever be me again.I'll pound on the walls of this cage.I'll not stop till you know my despair.I'll make these words till my heart breaks.I'll shape these thoughts till I feel safe That you know how much I care.The space between us is cavernous.But I wouldn't have anything less.Yes I have this cellular phone.But I've never felt so alone.You're nothing but an instant away.But I know your so far from me.
TrappedNow it may seem that sadness is all I am.But I can promise it is only the penultimate.There is only love in my mind if you went to open it.It is not all I am, but agony as always is enough to condemn,A person, a being trapped by their own fragile little mind.To be crushed and pushed down by the world around you.And you grew up thinking "That they wouldn't do this. It can't be true"Through my pain I will still do I can to be kind.
Because I never lost the memories.You can be addicted to a certain kind of sadness.My longing for you has gone on so long.To imagine me without it would be madness.I always imagined you were to far gone.Now do I reply? What do you say?When happiness is a step away.Behind a door.But behind that door.Could be despair just as easily.How do I step forward,When It could snap the only string,that's keeping me together.
You Told Me That You Loved MeYou told me that you loved meAnd breathed life in to my worldYou told me that you loved meAnd you’ll always be my girlYou told me that you loved meThat I’m such a special manYou told me that you loved meAnd we were part of His planNow you tell me you don’t love meBut you still let me believeYou tell me you don’t love meAnd you never let me grieveYou tell me you don’t love meThat we can only be friendsThen you tell me you still love meBut never speak to me again
RainYou stand here inthis somber place,the rain peltingyour sorrowed faceI think abouthow you do feign,as your salty tearsmix with the rainAnd as your lips do dripwith bitter sorrow,I yearn for youa better tomorrow
[Homestuck x Suicidal!Reader] Prolouge Sadstuck [A/N: So I poured a lot of myself into this guys... enjoy. Butt hurt people may kindly fuck off and stop reading this whenever they wish.] Every day. Every single fucking day. You wake up, knowing the same thing, feeling the same, knowing there is no point to this meaningless joke called life. People around you have lost all meaning. When you were younger, you cried over everything. Over falling, over decisions, over being whispered over. You thought life had a purpose instead of just waiting for death. People grew to hate you and you grew silent. When you were younger, everyone was talking about how life was okay and how things would get better and you believed them you stupid prick. They talk about how sad you can get over your friends ignoring you or being bullied or beaten. Now you see people as pathetic creat
Looks LieI’m ugly and fatBut I can deal with that‘Cause it means people like me for me;Not for what they see.
Love Hurts“Love hurts”.I never knew the meaning of those words.How could something so beautiful be so curt?Why do they say it flies away like a bird?“Stop this nonsense”.They never did quite understand or see.Our love has no consequenceAs I was meant for you and you for me.“Don’t choose with your ego”.I’m not doing this all for me or for you.I just love his smile that always does glow,And between us, things are never blue.“He will break you”.Please do not just assume thatWhat happened to you will happen to me too.I would know if he was a threat.“There is no such thing as fate”.You say it with such conviction,Are you so quick to hate?You have never seen the darkness brightenHave you?
Your Body Cried CrimsonYour Body Cried CrimsonAngela MalzowBehind the pretty words hides a mouth of razor fangsQuite frankly, I'm completely deranged.So few know what lurks in my mindWhat nightmare places exist for you to find.At times I picture kissing your lipsAll the while my knife slipsInto your innards and ripsAway your trust.Stacked behind the allure of my pale eyesAre rows and rows of myself in disguise.The masks I wear to convince you that you're safeAlone, you realize you're the victim I've raped.I took away your innermost emotionsAnd placed them within the hands of my devotion.Now you're trapped in my toxic webI swallow you and you sink like leadTo the bottom of my heart.The way I love is violent at best.For instance, I'd like to tear your heart from your chestAnd drink away the nectar of your affection.Your body, subject to my dissection.In this game, only I will win.My tongue is dripping your blood and sin,Drop by drop it sprays awayAnd from you, your life I takeTo keep
Love is not made, gained.
LoveLove is not made, gained.Love is not even earned or won.Love just simply is.